This year has been a sort of turning point for me. Changes on a lot of fronts. I’ve decided to make firm steps to being healthier. I have lost about 29lbs, I’m training (slowly, due to medical issues) for a RunDisney 5K next year, I’ve changed my diet a lot, going for a mostly pescatarian/vegetarian lifestyle. & I am making changes in my personal life. Choosing to not keep the toxic, dead branches to cling to my tree; instead I’m cutting them loose so that new growth can occur. I’ve had several people out of my life & realized they were causing me to drown. I’m also learning to accept things about myself that I have struggled with. Like the fact I don’t always belong, or that I’m kind of an odd person. That being lonely is sometimes a state of mind that I have to deal with & that true growth comes from God & comes from within. These truths are paving the road ahead for me.
Most of all, I am trying to simplify my life. In all aspects. I have started decluttering my house, my life, my thoughts. I want a sanctuary in every sense of the word. Simplifying the stuff is a hard process, & slow. But I will get my house in order. It might just take some time. The rest will fall into place.
I am in a good place, overall. I am happily married. We are on a firm foundation & trust levels are high. I am still deeply in love. It is indeed a happy wife, happy life.
Happy is my goal. & I’m blooming towards it.